Whatever has been happening is ending. I'm thankful for an answer, but obviously saddened by the situation.
I'm focused on the good and now that this starts a new beginning and a new chance for our little peanut to join our family eventually.
While I was on the way to the Dr. for my labs I just really felt the Lord was telling me, "no matter what you will be okay. Just trust in Me and it will be okay."
The song I posted earlier still rings true, "I will have heartaches but I will not be moved."
Through my tears I still Praise the Lord. He is Good.